MY CONFESSION

Sometimes in retrospect to past days, you found nothing meaningful you've done. With great regret and deep self-reproving surrounding, "I will never spent my time like these", you told yourself. Nevertheless, when the morning sunlight irradiate your room, you are still living as the days you've forbidden the day before today. And now this is my situation.

The summer holiday has gone three quarter, I can not figure out what I've done in these past nighty days. It is still a hard choice for me that continuing my post-graduate study at homeland or going across the sea to find another acdamic life. I think myself always lack of confidence. Maybe the massive time wasting conduct is at the root of my trouble.